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HELP*new*addict for life NEEDS your help

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  • Started 1 year ago by stressball
  • Latest reply from Andrew Bolis

  1. stressball
    Member

    Hello. I remember being in 5th grade and eating coffee grounds and eating candy, to get a high. I remember bringing sugar cubes to school to get a great sugar buzz. I became addicted to uppers, marijuana, and all other sorts of drugs in high school. I ended up in rehab. I began to medicate with food. It got SUPREMELY worse when I quit smoking cigarettes. Should I just start smoking again?I got into an another abusive relantionship which is over, but lots of lingering everything. I am alone A LOT more now and am pretty scared to get close to people, which makes binging even more appealing. I constantly feel out of control, awful about myself, life, and my decisions, and binge at least once a day right now. I probably took in 30,000 calories today. I AM OUT OF CONTROL. I get so depressed about my gaining weight I want to end everything. I really need someone to help me with this. I have no money, Im actually -$200, because I messed up my bank account buying all binge food. I dont know what to do. HELP ME PLEASE.

    Posted 1 year ago #

  2. ComA
    Member

    Just give Yourself a chance, just for Yourself. You know You deserve it and have nothing to lose. It won't mean success straight away but we are all good learners, aren't we? You must take that risk. Looking forward to your respond.

    Posted 1 year ago #

  3. Andrew Bolis
    Forum Administrator

    sb I can relate to your struggles, I actually once thought that I had an "addictive personality" because I would find that I always went on from one addiction to the next.

    But then one day I stopped and asked, can any human being really live without any kind of addiction? Whether it's sugar, alcohol or tv, we all have our own guilty little pleasures.

    So go easy on yourself, you are not perfect but neither is anyone else

    You might also find this post very relevant, it is about the psychology of addiction:
    http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/why-we-are-addicted-to-food-alcohol-and-tv

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    Posted 1 year ago #

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