I just joined here and this is my first post. It is so reassuring to know that there are other people struggling with the same problem that I struggle with every day.
I need help or advice.
I can usually detect when a binge is coming on. I know what I need to do to stop it. Distract myself, do something relaxing, get out of the house, etc.... But when it comes down to actually DOING these things, I just.. don't.
It's like my hands get a mind of their own and I lose all control. The worst part is the guilt I feel during and after my binge. Mainly because 9 out of 10 times, I knew it was going to happen and it was my responsibilty to stop it.