Latley I have been a couple days without purging, or binging for that matter. I am new to purging and don’t want it to
Become a habit. Please I need ur opinions and reasons on which you think is less harmful and seeing if my thought process is rational or crazy.
I can identify myself when a binge is comig on, I know what is going to happen, how I would deal with purging, yet sometimes let it. Onto ur. But latley When i start getting out of control : I stopPed as I was chewing, started feeling guilty and asking myself,”really? Do I really wanna be eating this. Am i really craving it? Am I hungry? Or just an opus and need a calm being”. So instead of swallowing and finishing the binge I spit out the food. Now I know people have this habit and do not eat meals but just chew and spit. Of course I know this is bad. But I do eat meals, a sufficient amount of food, yet when I feel myself BEGINNIG a binge ( which I can identify) I stop spit and get out of the situation. Even though it has happened a couple times I personally feel like this is better than if I were to purge. I feel like it is a way of weaning myself off of purgin. But I will ask more about it with my therapist tmw.
Let me know what u think I need opinions! Has anyone done this? Had experience? Opinions? I know I am not going to make this a habit but the summer has been tOugh but I feel like this is a less harmful replacement for purging…?