Can I join for recovery support? I have been struggling with BED for about 2 years, and my weight has been up and down, and now it is out of control. Completely and totally out of control. I have so much weight to lose to get back to “normal weight” and it’s extremely overwhelming. It’s really hard to not concentrate on how much weight I need to lose, and I’m so down right now. I feel like every time I sit down for food, I end up bingeing. I don’t have the 5-6 healthy days to make up for all the bingeing. I live by myself, and that makes it much harder to stop. I haven’t exercised in such a long time, and I always say I need to lose some weight BEFORE I exercise – even though I know that sounds kind of silly and ridiculous… This BED is affecting every part of my life – finances, friendships, happiness. It’s time to stop. I’ve said “this time is the last time” more times than I could possibly imagine or count. In need of support. This HAS to be the last time.