http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ Support to stop binge eating, stop emotional eating, and stop overeating. en Sun, 14 Mar 2010 21:54:11 +0000 http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/7#post-43567 Mon, 26 Oct 2009 20:54:50 +0000 Bingemonsterbegone 43567@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Hey Jacq,<br /> Ah yes the mars bar is what I would call an impulse buy! <img src="http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/bb-plugins/bb-smilies/default/icon_eek.gif" title="8O" class="bb_smilies" /> Damn them, having all that candy staring us in the face when we are waiting to pay for our stuff! Your menu sounds good, I love shrimp scampi is that the same? Is the corned beef salad sandwich like a reuben sandwich with saurkraut &#38; corned beef? yum I like those too. Good eats today, a candybar was your treat, it is actually halloween coming this wknd yanno, so you ate your candy early, you were EAGER is all. <img src="http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/bb-plugins/bb-smilies/default/icon_mrgreen.gif" title=":mrgreen:" class="bb_smilies" /> <br /> ~Megan </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/7#post-43543 Mon, 26 Oct 2009 15:02:50 +0000 Lauren 43543@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Great job not letting one little Mars bar tumble into a 5000 cal binge! Thats great progress and even if you didn't feel great about today, you are still heading in the right direction. Keep up the good work! </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/7#post-43537 Mon, 26 Oct 2009 14:12:02 +0000 jacquirsw1 43537@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Not the best day but not the worst.</p> <p>Breakfast - muesli<br /> Lunch - corned beef salad sandwich<br /> Snack - cereal bar<br /> Snack - mars bar<br /> Dinner - scampi and salad with mayo</p> <p>I have decided that I am going to start to record my food again as it helped me to keep focussed and not to let my eating go over the top even though I am not actually binging.<br /> Like today I really didn't need the mars bar and only had it out of habit, you know it is at the counter when you are paying for shopping so you get it and before you realise you have eaten it as well. But a very positive thing is that I haven't let it get to me so that I binge, which is great</p> <p>Jacqui </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/7#post-43455 Sun, 25 Oct 2009 11:35:26 +0000 Bingemonsterbegone 43455@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>ROFLMAO <img src="http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/bb-plugins/bb-smilies/default/icon_mrgreen.gif" title=":mrgreen:" class="bb_smilies" /> </p> <p>Glad to know you are on top of it, wouldn't want you to chaffe! </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/7#post-43454 Sun, 25 Oct 2009 10:39:54 +0000 jacquirsw1 43454@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>tena ladies work well </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/7#post-43449 Sun, 25 Oct 2009 09:48:31 +0000 Bingemonsterbegone 43449@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>You have been pmsl often, hmmm.... have you looked into DEPENDS? (yanno they are for incontinence) <img src="http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/bb-plugins/bb-smilies/default/icon_lol.gif" title=":lol:" class="bb_smilies" /> </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/7#post-43431 Sun, 25 Oct 2009 07:45:04 +0000 jacquirsw1 43431@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>pmsl </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-43430 Sun, 25 Oct 2009 07:18:44 +0000 Bingemonsterbegone 43430@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Hey Jacq,<br /> Glad you had a good time with your parents, nice! Sorry I see I didn't post on yours yesterday, my bad, how could I have missed yours!!!! Sorry. I'm sending some healthy vibes your way. What a husband, doesn't he know he does not have to share the yucky yucks with you? Wish I was closer, because I would have whipped you up some of my infamous chicken soup. No worries when you are sick your body needs what it needs to get better, comfort foods, rest up there chicky and don't work too hard either today! </p> <p>Rawr, sounds like your becoming a sexier siren with your new voice. Rawr, rawr Jacq you sexy thang!<br /> ~Megan </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-43417 Sun, 25 Oct 2009 03:56:00 +0000 jacquirsw1 43417@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Thanks hon</p> <p>Still feeling rough but I am not in work till tomorrow so that isn't too bad I suppose definitely better being ill when you don't have to do anything.</p> <p>Food wise is generally ok, I have had some over eating yesterday but I think that is more my body wanting to stock up because of feeling rough. So I am not feeling too bad about it.</p> <p>Jacqui </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-43350 Sat, 24 Oct 2009 10:35:45 +0000 Lauren 43350@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Feel better..sounds like you need to snuggle up in bed with a hot cup of tea. I bet your hubbys loving your sexy voice =) I hope you feel better soon Jacqui!! </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-43339 Sat, 24 Oct 2009 10:11:08 +0000 jacquirsw1 43339@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>ARGHHHHHHHHHHH feeling rough, have a sore throat and snotty nose and am talking in a very sexy husky voice.</p> <p>Want to feel better </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-43298 Fri, 23 Oct 2009 17:32:07 +0000 Lauren 43298@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Hey Jacqui..sorry things have been stressful on the job front but be proud you have had a good day and not binged due to the stress! Glad you had a nice evening with your parents and got a chance to relax! Have a great night! </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-43289 Fri, 23 Oct 2009 16:25:36 +0000 jacquirsw1 43289@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>I have stayed in control of my food which is great.</p> <p>I had my mum and Dad round this evening and cooked a meal for them as they are going on holiday and won't see them for a little bit. It was a really nice evening and we ate and chatted and was just really relaxed.</p> <p>Hubby is looking as though he has a bad cold coming which is not great as he is just starting a weeks leave from work so won't be able to enjoy it as much.</p> <p>Jacqui </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-43284 Fri, 23 Oct 2009 15:42:06 +0000 Bingemonsterbegone 43284@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Ahhhh I see. You'll get thru them Jacq, one at a time, try not to worry about it. Seems to me that the things we worry about, rarely happen, yet we will worry ourselves sick in the meantime thinking the worse possible outcome. So no worries, K?<br /> So did you have an ok kinda day?<br /> ~Megan </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-43258 Fri, 23 Oct 2009 11:35:01 +0000 jacquirsw1 43258@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Unfortunately I am not going for this to better anything. My job is part of a restructuring programme and it is up for competative interview as they are reducing the service, which means if I am not successful I will be made redundant <img src="http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/bb-plugins/bb-smilies/default/icon_sad.gif" title=":(" class="bb_smilies" /> </p> <p>BUT</p> <p>The good news is that I HAVE BEEN SUCCESFUL at least in being shortlisted, I know just have another 5 different parts to get through over the next months before I will know for sure whether I can keep my job.</p> <p>Jacqui </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-43188 Thu, 22 Oct 2009 18:19:36 +0000 Bingemonsterbegone 43188@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Well good to know something will take place soon, you are doing this to better your families finances I am sure. Change is sometimes good yanno, it may take awhile to get used to it is all, but I am sure in the end whatever is best for Jacq &#38; her family will be alright and you will be able to roll with a new position.</p> <p>So you ate a few candybars? Ooooh scandelous, NOT!!!!! BFD, a comfort food of candybars surely outweighs an all out BINGE! I hear ya on the secretary spread! </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-43169 Thu, 22 Oct 2009 16:42:50 +0000 jacquirsw1 43169@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>I should know whether I have been shortlisted by Monday, but if successful it is just the start of the anxiety as it would mean a specialist child protection interview, and then if successful at that a day at and assessment centre with a further 4 different trials before the final decision is made. WHY am I putting myself through this???????<br /> I have also sent my CV off today to another couple of places as I am not going to rest everything on 1 position in case I am not successful.</p> <p>Food wise I have had a couple of chocolate bars today that I didn't need at all and I know that I ate them for comfort, but I am strangely ok with that. Not sure if I should be alright with it but it sure beats feeling guilty. As long as my hips agree and don't decide to spread too far it should be ok. </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-43124 Thu, 22 Oct 2009 07:58:43 +0000 Bingemonsterbegone 43124@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Awe great, that is what I intended to do, no more fat days, they are phat days, k?</p> <p>When will you hear on the new job? Just so ya know, I still having my fingers &#38; tosies crossed for ya &#38; hoping you land the position!<br /> ~Megan </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-43096 Wed, 21 Oct 2009 16:37:51 +0000 jacquirsw1 43096@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>pmsl Yeah it definitely made me smile </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-43082 Wed, 21 Oct 2009 15:16:25 +0000 Bingemonsterbegone 43082@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Hey Jacq,<br /> I think you had a typo &#38; meant to type phat, "meaning pretty hot &#38; tempting". Phat is where it is at!!!! <img src="http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/bb-plugins/bb-smilies/default/icon_mrgreen.gif" title=":mrgreen:" class="bb_smilies" /> <br /> Hope that helped turn your frown around! </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-43067 Wed, 21 Oct 2009 14:20:00 +0000 jacquirsw1 43067@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Feeling fat today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42988 Tue, 20 Oct 2009 15:54:24 +0000 jacquirsw1 42988@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>pmsl you are so right it was definitely fast food.</p> <p>I do think that it was more to do with it being too rich and fatty now I am not binging, my body doesn't tend to have huge amounts of things like that now. I used to binge on lots of cheese but don't at all now. </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42979 Tue, 20 Oct 2009 14:46:10 +0000 Bingemonsterbegone 42979@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Hey Jacq,<br /> Hmmm perhaps you had some bad CHEESE? TMI, naw never!!!! It sounds like fast food to me or shall I say fast cheese, you know when it fly's outta you faster than it came in? Ha ha. Perhaps it was too rich for your new taste buds. Good to know that your body was giving you a signal, so way to take notice of it &#38; next time you can just say NO to the cheese. Lesson learned, even though it was ahem... a crappy lesson at that! <img src="http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/bb-plugins/bb-smilies/default/icon_confused.gif" title=":?" class="bb_smilies" /> </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42970 Tue, 20 Oct 2009 13:47:16 +0000 jacquirsw1 42970@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Another day without a binge although I have eaten badly and my body hasn't liked it at all. I had a full fat cheese sandwich (lots of cheese) because I really fancied it and I am allowing my body to have things if it really wants to. but an hour later I had the most horrendous stomach cramps and ............... well what followed would definitely be tmi!!!!!!!!<br /> So my body has made a decision that it doesn't like that physically any more so I need to listen to it. </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42934 Mon, 19 Oct 2009 23:00:34 +0000 Lauren 42934@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Jacqi that is awesome you stopped your binge from seeing how much support you have on here!! Your right..we are cheering you on..so count on us anytime you get that overwhelming feeling! Hope your job change goes well! Hugs </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42910 Mon, 19 Oct 2009 18:14:35 +0000 Bingemonsterbegone 42910@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Way to be in CONTROL &#38; put on the brakes Jacq, awesome happy to have helped out! My fingers and tosies are all crossed in hopes you get the job that you want! Good luck to ya! ~Megan </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42902 Mon, 19 Oct 2009 16:36:38 +0000 jacquirsw1 42902@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Thank you all sooooooooooooooooooooo much for your kind words and support. you won't know what it meant today, it was the closing date for the applications for the new jobs and I so nearly lost it earlier as it was the moment of no return knowing that there is nothing else I can do but cross my fingers and hope I have put myself across well enough. I was as close as you can be to binging without actually having the food in your mouth and I just checked my posts out of habit than any other real reason, and it just put the brakes on what I was going to do.</p> <p>You are all fab, and this site for me makes such a big difference </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42872 Mon, 19 Oct 2009 11:01:26 +0000 stay at home mom 42872@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Hip hip hooray, Jacqui.<br /> Helen </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42869 Mon, 19 Oct 2009 06:46:45 +0000 Bingemonsterbegone 42869@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Jacq,<br /> It's so great that your binges are becoming a thing of your past, I wish I could say the same for mine, unfortunately NOT!<br /> Keep up the great work! Your doing fabulous. </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42854 Sun, 18 Oct 2009 17:52:40 +0000 gee_kool 42854@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Jacqui reading your posts you have really come a longgggggggggggg way and i am so very happy for you. i remember reading the times when you were panicking over eating something unplanned and now you are sooo relaxed. it seems your reaching the destination of normal eating habits....moderation and learning that you ARE HUMAN AND IN NO WAY PERFECT...SO WHY TRY TO BE (: well done buddy (: </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42844 Sun, 18 Oct 2009 11:22:39 +0000 Lauren 42844@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Jacq you really are an inspiration. You are figuring out so many important things, like not letting yourself feel guilty about eating normally, and its been fun seeing you make such great progress! Keep up the grand fight <img src="http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/bb-plugins/bb-smilies/default/icon_biggrin.gif" title=":D" class="bb_smilies" /> Sorry to hear about you MIL...what a bummer situation. =( </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42838 Sun, 18 Oct 2009 09:23:10 +0000 jacquirsw1 42838@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Thanks Lauren.</p> <p>I had a weird day yesterday, my mother in Law (who I love to bits) is going through a really difficult time at the moment and her partner of 16 years is in the process of leaving her (possibly for another woman). MIL is in bits understandably. We spent the majority of the afternoon and evening around her house yesterday helping her with things around the house that she needed doing, and she cooked dinner for us. It was very nice but also very fatty (she hasn't heard of moderation when it comes to oils in cooking) and she had done pudding especially as well which I wouldn't normally have but felt rude not to.<br /> Normally I would be in turmoil today thinking about how I ate much more than I wanted to eat but I haven't. I have finally completely and utterly realised that worrying and blaming myself for eating something isn't going to change the fact that I did eat it. All it is going to do is make me want to punish myself and that just means eating more which I am not going to do.<br /> I really do think that cycles of binging are becoming a thing of my past. I do think that much of it is to do with the support on here so thank you all </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42809 Sat, 17 Oct 2009 12:30:05 +0000 Lauren 42809@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>GREAT JOB Jacq! What a breakthrough. You are showing yourself that you can do this and that changing behaviors can stop the binges! I'm so happy for you! I had a breakthrough getting through a weekend at my grandparents and it really showed me that I can do this..so I hope it really boosts your confidence in your ability to overcome this! Keep up the great work!!!! </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42800 Sat, 17 Oct 2009 07:49:16 +0000 daisy24 42800@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>well done jacqui...its funny how a small change in routine like changing your commute to work can really help. I also changed my journey to work recently so that i avoided 2 grocery stores on the street next to my work, plus all the take out places at the train station, plus its even shortened my journey time so when ive finished niteshift, the time i get home, the wee sweet store next to my house hasnt even opened yet. Its all good!!<br /> Sounds a bit dramatic, being so pleased i bypass these placees, but believe me its a huge relief! </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42795 Sat, 17 Oct 2009 07:38:38 +0000 jacquirsw1 42795@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>A break through. I was on a late shift at work last night with a sleep in duty attached to it. Normally I would use this time to binge as I am on my own and there doesn't seem to be anyone to account to about it. But yesterday I decided that as much as a good part of me was telling myself to go to the shop on the way to work and stock up for a binge I knew that I needed to break this habit. So I changed the route I drive to work so I missed going past the shops I would normally go to, and I gave myself strict allowances for what I was going to have, and also what work I wanted to get through so that I had my mind elsewhere, and it worked, I didn't binge. I am so happy that I managed to do this.</p> <p>Jacqui </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42720 Thu, 15 Oct 2009 16:00:05 +0000 jacquirsw1 42720@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Another good day with no binges. It has been a struggle at times and I even planned a couple, but then managed to change the situation so that I didn't.</p> <p>Things are in a good place food wise for me at the moment long may it continue </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42673 Wed, 14 Oct 2009 18:53:42 +0000 Lauren 42673@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Jacq so glad to see your feeling so good! Stay positive...believing creates reality. Its important that we believe deep down we are really going to beat this! Doesn't it feel brilliant to just eat without all the rules and obsessions????? GREAT JOB girl!! Continue on... <img src="http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/bb-plugins/bb-smilies/default/icon_biggrin.gif" title=":D" class="bb_smilies" /> </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42651 Wed, 14 Oct 2009 14:46:56 +0000 jacquirsw1 42651@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Another binge free day I am dead positive at the moment. I know I can get through all of this and I know because I have managed it now, that even if I do have a binge I can move on straight away and not dwell on it or let it affect my future eating. That is something I have never managed to do in the past so I really do think that I have changed deep down this time. I am not controlling my food or resticting it I am just eating. I am also feeling things and for the first in a long time I am dealing with my emotions rather than just supressing them with food.<br /> long may this continue!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42598 Tue, 13 Oct 2009 20:59:43 +0000 Bingemonsterbegone 42598@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Hope you enjoyed your day off! Sounds like you have it under control, a tad over eating is nothing compared to the damage of a binge. Keep it up Jacq! </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42588 Tue, 13 Oct 2009 17:10:13 +0000 jacquirsw1 42588@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Well I have over eaten a little today but nothing major and definitely not a binge, I think is was just the lack of routing because I was off work and on my own which I haven't done in a while, normally my hubby and daughter are off with me. Just need to remember that and maybe plan my days off eating to reflect this. </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42531 Mon, 12 Oct 2009 17:45:46 +0000 Bingemonsterbegone 42531@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Hey Jacq,<br /> Wait to get right back on after your mere veer, I'm sure it was anxiety driven of the unknown job. No worries you put on the brakes ASAP before it could do any damage. Hope you land the new position &#38; bravo on the pound lost, woo hoo! </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42511 Mon, 12 Oct 2009 11:05:30 +0000 jacquirsw1 42511@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>I have managed to stay back on track today although it has been hard. Not sure where the gremilin has appeared from again but I am doing my best to finds ways to quiet him without resorting to silencing it all with food.<br /> It has been a strange day and one in which I have had regular periods of wanting to binge but I haven't and I am feeling really positive about that.<br /> I even managed to lose a pound when I weighed myself today which is great! </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42467 Sun, 11 Oct 2009 10:35:53 +0000 jacquirsw1 42467@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Hello. Nope visitor went yesterday morning but I have been at work so not been able to get on. Food wise I went totally off track yesterday and I am not proud to say I have binged. But looking at the positives, it was no where near as large a binge as I would have eaten in the past and I have gone for a number of weeks now without anything so that is really good. I am also already back on track as I am determined not to let a binge spoil the progress that I have made and how positive I have felt about it.<br /> I think that I was trying to hide as I was completing the application form for the new job and although I know I am good at my job I am very anxious about what will happen if I am not selected. </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42460 Sun, 11 Oct 2009 08:43:19 +0000 Bingemonsterbegone 42460@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>How's it going today Jacq? Visitor still visiting I arereckon? </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42389 Fri, 09 Oct 2009 20:53:46 +0000 Bingemonsterbegone 42389@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Way to go Jacq thinking before DOING, woo hoo. Hope you relaxed and enjoyed your visitor. </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42375 Fri, 09 Oct 2009 12:12:21 +0000 jacquirsw1 42375@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Another good food day for me, I have just had a snack, and I started thinking about a binge and then decided not to, and rather than having a load of chocolate biscuits which is what I had gone into the cupboard to get, I had one and a pot of rice pudding as I knew that would satisfy my physical hunger and then came away before anything else was eaten.<br /> I have got a friend coming round this evening and am really looking forward to that. </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42334 Thu, 08 Oct 2009 15:26:00 +0000 Bingemonsterbegone 42334@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Awesome news on the work front and the eating front too, way to go Jacq! </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42332 Thu, 08 Oct 2009 15:17:25 +0000 jacquirsw1 42332@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Well it is slightly more positive than it has been, I have found out today that if I survive the application and interview process and secure a deputy job then because it is a lower grade than the current job I am in I will be eligible for pay protection for 3 years, it does mean than I will go for it as if I get it then I will have to really decide whether I am ok with the situation and if not to get something else without having to panic</p> <p>Food wise I am still really on track with it an haven't binge at all recently which I am really pleased about.</p> <p>Jacqui </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42312 Wed, 07 Oct 2009 22:47:59 +0000 Lauren 42312@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Sorry to hear about the job...that does suck. I hope you find something else quickly that you want to do and that you love doing. Congrats on your progress with food..its great you didn't turn to food during this tough time! =) </p> http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/topic/jacquis-journal-2/page/6#post-42297 Wed, 07 Oct 2009 16:00:47 +0000 Bingemonsterbegone 42297@http://howtostopeating.com/binge-eating-forum/ <p>Hey Jacq,<br /> Sorry to hear about the kick in the stomach so to speak, that sucks! Here's wishing you the best in whatever you decide is best for you and your family. </p>